bored & lonely & afraid.
kept M on FB chat for an hour last night - so tired of having no-ones to talk to.
sometimes I forget how I can be sad, driving through the sunshine with open windows & loud music. then I remember.
kitten is a possibility.
L might come to Syr tomorrow night - even though I know it probably won’t happen, I would love to see her. I am so, so happy to see this beautiful girl come so far.
so many things I want to do - read about a billion books, write a million things for the feminist magazine at school, write prodigiously, change the world - but everything seems so tedious.
not scared of anything except my own apathy.